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--->BrAn nEw? [23 Apr 2007|01:12pm]
[ mood | refreshed ]

ok well i just found out that people r still usin this live journal shit so its about time i update here is my first post since 04' ! ....eww i wrote about ashley

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[18 Apr 2004|01:44am]
[ mood | high ]

yea today i totaly cleaned the shit out of my garage for a whoping $15 .... but w/e cuz i ddnt do much work ne way ... me and stu basicly fucked around doing stupid shit with the stuff in my garage.
we rode my mini bike and raced these back guys across the street from my house, my mini biki hauls ass compared to those little shity things other people have... so yea any way mike came over and we got some L's and smoked out mikes car all over g-block and im still comin down now so if none of makes sense.... theres your explanation.
spring breaks almost over it just started 2, i hate the rain
this is the kind of bullshit nonsense i miss writing about in here !
its so kool to just write random things on the internet ... kinda ?

oh yea i found a dead rat in my back yard today. isnt that sweet ?...




<3u

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the truth comes out [15 Apr 2004|10:47am]
i dont know what there is to say...
everyone knows the truth.. why cant you accept it ?
everything seems to pile up so quicky i dont think i can handle this anymore
Drown Me

<3 [14 Apr 2004|12:27am]
i cant remember the last time i fell asleep without making sure i told u
...i love you
Drown Me

[13 Apr 2004|03:48pm]
its really fucked up that you cant take 5 minuts out of your day to do sumthing nice for me because u know its important to me.... thank you
2 Dead | Drown Me

[07 Apr 2004|09:29pm]
[ mood | disappointed ]

i didnt get to talk to <3 ash for more then 2 minuts all day today ...

Drown Me

2 into you [08 Mar 2004|03:40pm]
[ mood | hurt ]

well today i skipped school so i could chill w/ ash and it worked and we chilled for a while then she wanted to hang out with jess so we invited her over and then ash found ou that jess was goin to do sumthin fun and they left and did whats ever and now im jus sittin here ... theres nothing to do... i feel like im to possesive of her, i thought she felt the same way i feel about wanting to be with her and talk to her mybe i guess i do call her alot when shes out ... but i dont mean to bother her.. i jus miss her and i thought she would be happy 2 see me send her messages or jus call 2 see what shes doing ... im not trying to be nosy or anything i jus wanna say whatsup cuz i miss her when shes not around.... im 2 dependant i guess im sry ash for bein up ur ass i dont mean to be anoying.....<3u

3 Dead | Drown Me

[01 Mar 2004|09:11am]
[ mood | contemplative ]

well well well i know we all remember this.. im sitting in shop, bored out of my mind but its ok because i think im swiching shops soon! yea but w/e i dont know what to write about, im sry im a loser with no life and nothing intresting happens to me thats why i suck... but on a lighter note, me and ash have been goin out for like 9 months *big acomplishment* so yea i got my godamn bass back from montee... its fucked up worse then i thought he can suck my cock cuz hes a fat loser that breaks shit and shit fuck off. i want ppl to post some comments on this one so i feel better about myself and i can think that i do have friends that care enough to leave comments.. one

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[21 Feb 2004|02:43am]
[ mood | rejected ]

well im not grounded .. Again kool uhh yea w/e fuck u

1 Dead | Drown Me

[17 Feb 2004|10:32pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

yea so .. my shit sux but doesnt everbodys ?
good news- i updated again.
*congrats Ryan*

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Guess whos back ? [13 Feb 2004|10:53am]
[ mood | accomplished ]

this is my miraculos come back 2 the journal scene ! this time im stickin with updated on a daily basis again wooo so all u ppl who dont read my journal anymore ... GODAMN IT READ ! READ YOUR LITTLE HEARTS OUT UNTIL YOU BLEED OUT YOUR.... ok nevermind just check up on it *snap*

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[02 Aug 2003|11:51pm]
[ mood | horny ]

being grounded sux balls ... i cant do shit !!! its so boring .. bleh

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[17 Jul 2003|10:47pm]
i wonder if im the only one who never updates ?
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[12 Jul 2003|11:26pm]
[ mood | artistic ]

yea soo last night i got arrested ... im bein charged w/ possetion of alcohol and possetion of an imatation handgun or sumthin .. w/e.. i spent like 2 hourse handcuffed in the mount holly police station it sucked balls . this one cop was a real dick head .. we had a little bit of a problem, me and him. yea so im grounded now and probly gona get community service and i got a court date comin up .. yea this sucks but w/e im stil goin out everynight haha thanx stue well im done .. lates

1 Dead | Drown Me

[01 Jul 2003|11:38pm]
[ mood | Pissed the fuck off ]

this is what i have to say to everyone ... i fucking hate you all !!!! I DID NOT FUCKING DO SHIT WITH JESS DUNN WHILE I WAS GOING OUT WITH ASHLEY !!!!!!!!!!!!! i wouldnt do that shit 2 her i like her 2 much !!! fuck eveyone who lies about this shit u can all burn in fucking hell i dont need friends like you i would rather be alone and dying ! FUCK EVERYONE u can believe what u want ... i ddnt fucking cheat on ashley ever !! and i never would. FUCK ALL U MOTHERFUCKERS

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beverly is kool [26 Jun 2003|10:59pm]
[ mood | horny ]

well today was kool, i went to jeans house and chilled w/ her stue and her dads girlfriend? for a while .. we watched home movies lol .. stue and her dads girlfriend left and then doug came and we went to dougs and ate pizza and then we just kinda sat there and did nothing .... and then somemore ... and then we went outside and sat on the stairs at the church and this cop drove up and started talkin to us askin if we wer doin anything bad and then drove away ... thats about it but for some reason it was still fun lol yea kool well i dunno what else to write so ill catch u crazy cats lata

1 Dead | Drown Me

ahem ... [19 Jun 2003|09:35am]
[ mood | cold ]

whoa its been along time since i updated .... i dont even know what to say . not a whole lot has been goin on lately... hmmm my bands makin alota new songs its great woo . haha uhhh wow yo yo bang bang .. next time i call toni and shes not home im gona leave a message on her machine and im gonaa say .. woof woof .. chiwawa !
i cant spell so if u dont like it YOU CAN SUCK MY COCK ... yesh well letsh shee whatsh been up w/ everone ? now you all have to leave commentsh sho you can tell me whatsh been up ... yea how it bins. yo. *ramble* *squirt* *pssss* ahem .. *cricket* ... cough ... yea so thats whats up .. tomorro is my last day of skool wooo ! ! today is gonna suck i know u all see how many times i write about sittin in shop and how much it sucks ... how bout today i have to sit in here ALL DAY !!!! someone kidnap me .. please .. yea yea yea yea yea yea yea

yea

yes

yup

yep

yesh

yah

yih

yuh

yow

im out

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Hospital [11 Jun 2003|12:43pm]
[ mood | numb ]

im sittin in shop (as usual) and im sick of ppl askin me what happend to my head .... im going to explain it now so that i dont have to tell anyone else .... yesterday we had band practice and we wer rightin new songs, we wrote this one hardcore song and decided to record it ... so wer playin it and at the end derkek got kinda into it and started throwin his drums around and shit .... im jus standin there playin the end of the song, watchin derek thinkin to myself.... damn i really hope i dont get hit by sumthin .... then i saw derek kick his symbol and it smashed into my head... i wasnt even sure what was goin on until i couldnt stand up anymore and blood was runnin down my face... then i member bein in the car and angie and montee talkin to me alot and derek sayin "im soo sry ryan ... is he gonna be ok ? is he ????" lol. then i was in a wheelchair in the hospital and i remember everything after that. i got 5 stiches and those assholes at the hospital wouldnt even let me get a drink outa the water fountain !!! what kinda ish is that ? ..... yea so thats whats up.
and derek PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE dont be upset i really dont care its all good now. im not mad at u at all, i feel so bad that u wer all upset. and i really hope u dont get in trouble at home w/ ur dad. so yea this is a juicy post .. i hope i get alota comments
so im out

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Holly Bowl [07 Jun 2003|12:19am]
[ mood | indescribable ]

yea so tonight was the show at the holly bowl, the first show ive ever played... i got mixed feelings about it. i was all excited about it at first and i thought i was gona do pretty good but i kept screwin up and shit cuz i was nervous.... and then some ppl wer talkin shit about me while i was right there sayin a sucked, right after i was dissapointed w/ myself for screwin up... i dunno ppl jus like to make me feel like shit for no reason but w/e, im feelin better now cuz a bunch of ppl wer askin me for demos and britt made me feel alot better cuz she was tellin me not 2 be so hard on myself, it was my first show everyones always nervous and plus no ones perfect.. alota my friends wer there 2 that i havnt seen for a while so i was glad i got to chill w/ them. bleh im tired.. night

5 Dead | Drown Me

[05 Jun 2003|12:06pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

hmm in shop.. again. i dont have anything to do bcuz ive done everything i can do all year already, i even advanced farther then the teacher... damn and im only a freshman. well i dunno what to talk about, all i keep thinkin about is this grl but its probly better if i dont write anything about her so yea .... im fukin bored and uhm this is probly the boringest entry ever but everyone can suck my dick if u dont like it ... yea go ahead. bleh someone better comment on this too ! please *sad face* ... thank god i have internet in here today or i would die.... or go to sleep w/e comes first. i went to the counceler today for like 15 mins, i was sposed to spend half an hour w/ him but my damn teacher wouldnt letme leave. lunch sucked, i dont know why ... ppl wer goin threw my shit while i wasnt there witch pissed me off and i dunno it jus sucked but i did get to see *her*, we ddnt really talk tho, i was jus sittin outside most of the time. hmmm ... ok w/e

Drown Me

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